Awkwardness for A Friend

This card I would give to my best friends A & K

Hehehehe.... Sorry lately I haven't been posting lately but there were alot of tests I had to study for this week. So...


Yesterday I went to my old school's website and saw the online yearbook for last year's class, then I saw my friend's picture. A light bulb flashed above my head just then, I saw that she joined the school's badminton team. Well... she's always been more sporty then me, though she wasn't really sporty, but it really hit me that moment that I don't play or train for any sport. I know I may sound lazy but I'm not I run... though everyone can run right? They make you do rounds at school so.... I thought that I'll join tennis at my school, but I'm kinda scared, don't know why. I guess it's that fear of doing something new.


Then I had a brain freeze. A thought swept by. A strange feeling. When I saw that picture I feel like I don't know her. I know her, but I don't know her. She used to be my best friend but she's change, like I have. It's awkward not knowing her like I used to, we used to be tight, can't be separated. But here I am not by her side. I wonder what she's like now. Is she the sporty girl? Or is she that popular girl who everyone loves? Or is she the gossip girl? Or is she that girl who no one sees? If she ever replies to my email, I would ask her to have a video chat with me and see the change in her and if she's the best friend I still know; if she recognizes me.


Wouldn't that be a treat? Have you ever thought about your friends that you used to know but now don't see them at all like you used too? Think about it and see how strange that feeling is, if it comes.


Ni sa